I don’t know whether to be terrified or just think it’s really cute because it’s saved in my dad’s folder called “My Personal Info”

just

why dad

w h y　

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I WROTE SOMETHING ON NOTEPAD AND MY DAD SAVED IT AND NAMED IT “KaitlinsThoughts09” and I am dying oh god DAD THIS IS NOT OKAY WHY THIS IS REALLY EMBARRASSING OH GOD I WANT TO DIE

HE PROBABLY READS MY DIARY TOO ASUDFYGYHSKDF I JUST FUCKING KNOW IT

I’m just going to get so wasted that I won’t care that I don’t know anyone yup this is my plan　

dyuckfsadfasd fuck god damn it that was supposed to go on myu person al blog I ON’T GIVE A FUCK ANYMORE I ‘M JUST SO TIRED OF EVERYTHING AND EVERYONE AND NO ONE TRUSTING ME WITH ANYTHING I CAN’ DO TRHIS ANYMORE

so today I went to my niece’s first birthday party and fell asleep in my sister’s bedroom because I stood up all last night

my parents woke me up about an hour ago to tell me that someone took my sister’s wedding rings and my dad searched my bag and didn’t find anything and I was so hurt like you don’t even know

but then my sister’s husband came over and he’s a cop so he basically treated me like a suspect and basically what he told me was like ’you’re the only one who was at our house that’s had a track record like that and I know you have problems but those rings really mean a lot to us and I know you’ve basically dropped out of high school and kids from your town are little liars and thieves and I know you don’t respect your parents but yeah if you have them we just want them back’

and like

I just

I know that I’m not the perfect child who’s never done anything bad or hurt anyone

but I’m trying so hard to be a good kid

so

so

hard

and basically this just broke my heart

and I can’t stop crying

I don’t know what to do I don’t know what to do I don’t know what to do I don’t know what to do I don’t know what to do I don’t know what to do I don’t know what to do I don’t know what to do I don’t know whasjaktgggdjiou44444888j  I’m so sorry that I’m fucked up but I didn’t do this I wouldn’t hurt them like that I mean she’s my sister and I know we’re not close but I would never do that to them especially on my niece’s birthday

they must think of me as some sort of monster I can’t understand i just nujsdkfdffffffffffffSFJ I can’t deal with this this is it I can’t I can’t I can’t

I am so glad that I’m not a guy

because there are situations in which I just KNOW that I would get a boner

and it would be totally inappropriate

like today

but I’m not going to tell you what happened

praise da lawd for my lady parts